Being needed

It's 4:40. Finally finished my take home exam, I should be the first to finish. I programmed using C++, which reminded me the days I tought her C++, and not I'm no longer needed. It seems a lot to do these days, no time to do job research. Still having two projects on hand, with the deadline coincide on Dec 16. What's more I've promised grace on sun, and Carmen has came back from NZ, probably meeting other friends during weekends.

I went to town center today settling my credit card, and then went to park'n shop. Think of my frd during my shopping, as I smelled a drink that she loved. I called her, and told her about it. Yet she was too busy to talk with me - or simply not comfortable to talk with her bf here with her.

Somehow I dreamed, that someone would do the same with me - call me and tell me they're thinking of me. It's so sweet, preferably from someone you love. This lead to the feeling of being needed, being in someone's heart, which is something I'm starving for. Let me know you need me. This is the one, if someone someday who could give me such feeling.

She should be backed to HK tonight, yet I guess she is just too tired to update her xanga. I know she is sad... and I know she will recover sometime, just like me.

Pray.