Dream

I don't dream a lot. That usually happen when I desperately want someone besides me, and it did happened again.

My friend called me tonight, someone I used to tell everything to. However, I didn't feel comfortable.

Sleep, holding my pillow tight. A good rest feeling warm and save.

Interview invitation

A letter with my hand-written address arrived today. Without guessing, it has to be from ICAC.

It's an invitation of an interview on March 9, Wednesday. Immediately I acknowledge the news to the girl who was sitting sat next to me during the psychometric test. It would be nice to have a peer during the interview.

However, I'm not particularly happy with this news. I don't know why?

Destiny, Time and Space

We are all so helpless in front of the force of the nature.


Cosmic Explosion Among the Brightest in Recorded History

The gammar ray flare explosion was from the neutron star 50,000 light years away. Imagine it, what we observed today actually took place 50,000 years ago, long before the existence of human. The gammay ray travelled at the speed of 3x10^8 m/s for 50,000 years to reach us. The observed raditation level tops any record. Power follows the inverse square law. If the explosion happened 10 light years away from the solar system, it would be the end of the world in the split of a second. No pain, no tears, as nobody could excape from the explosion that actually took place 10 years ago. No matter how intelligent we claimed to be, there is nothing we could do to help ourself.

Lucky / Unlucky

I am not feeling very good these few weeks, and drink quite a bit. I was lucky enough to win an extra red pockets in the lucky draw during the group's BBQ tonight. Still, I drank half a bottle of red wine. This isn't the way out, I need someone to talk to.

Called a few friends. If not busy with working, it has to be busy with study. All of them are unavailable. It would be nice if I can have a tea with my ex, but she seems hasn't online for a while. What embarassed me was the answer from one of my friend. If you think it's better for you to keep it this way, I'd respect your decision.

Sometimes I think, will there be someone willing to listen to me as if I'm willing to listen to her? Probably I'm just unlucky, yet. Or am I really a 衰人 (bad guy)?

still alive...

sick leave this morning. my throat was burning.

back to office after lunch, nth special. however i've got a new idea to ease the effect of interference during our demonstration of mobility - that should be good enough to fulfill our requirement.

class as usual. funny part is the generation of sound waves, where signal processing is one of my interest.

canon released two new digital slr - EOS 20Da and EOS 350D. the EOS 20Da is basically the same as my EOS 20D, with the IR filter removed to facilitate astrophotography. sounds interesting, but that's not good for 'normal' photography cuz an IR filter has to be added on the lens. more importantly though, ppl can use this machine to take 'see through' photos, just like the famous sony IR capable camcoder. other than mobile phones, girls now has to face a standard studio camera that can take see-through pictures...

miss my EOS 20D. i should start taking pictures again once the weather get better.

cough, cough, cough

keep coughing... better sleep early today.

tired.

Update, finally

It has been 2 weeks since the last update. Reviewing the hit counter, and it seems my friends keep visiting during this pseudo-inactive period. Thanks to all!

The ICAC Psychometric test turned out to be a truely 'Psycho only' test. Nothing really special. I tended not to give neutral responses in 99% of the questions. Isn't that good? I've no idea. The girl sitting next to me also came from Tuen Mun, and surprisingly in Wu King. How small is HK? That's it.

Classes will start this week. No time to look back: it's time to get busy again.